Happiness comes from within

freaking pissed.... felt the nid to vent everything

Damn long neva blog le…. Lolx… tot of blogging today cause there are sum stuffs weighing on my mind since foreva….

haiz... quite sad...our group seems as if we have totally severed our ties... wif sum pple not toking to us and all tat.. sum pple seems to treat frens like toys or maybe maids ba...When he nided help to woo sum gal, he seek our help but like after he got tat gal he totally neva toked to us...Or maybe average about half a word per week... This not toking thingy started ever since he got tat gal... where got pple so bad de... Now he freaking got that gal le, he is freaking ignoring us totally... if this is wad frens are for, I DUN NID FRENS...

Now our original group have splited into 2 groups... the other group doesn’t seems to want us in their group anymore… esp sum pple hu seems to totally ignore us... Is like damn sad... I dunno y this started… but it has continued for quite a few weeks le... Sld I try to get use to it? Its like wad ever they do now doesn’t include us anymore. Last time it was like... ‘hey! U guys wanna eat together? Where u wanna go eat?’ now is like.. ‘ eh.. we go first arh...’ or sumtimes not even telling us a ‘bb’... Like wtf... Are we like invisible or wad?

then sumtimes they decided to go somewhere or do sumthings together... den when we bump into them at the last moment DEN they ask us... its like... they din even think of asking us! Why sld we go out with pple when we are like uninvited till an coincidental meeting?

Lets put aside that......

There are also sum pple hu are like spoilers at pple bdaes...Wads their problem sia... I tink they dun even deserve to celebrate their own bdae for spoiling others’. y can’t they be considerate and just TINK OF OTHERS BEFORE THEMSELVES?

At sum1’s bdae... that person said sumting like... ‘since u all are not watching the movie that I wan to watch I go home first’. Like... Wtf???? Is this ur bdae or the other person’s bdae? IS URSELF ALL U CAN TINK OF?

Now, at a bdae that just past, that person said... ‘I got sorethroat... I cannot eat the cake wad... so I dun wan come’... WTF... the way tat person said it is like... I juz came to eat the cake tats all, and since I m unable to eat it I dun wan to come... wtf... Tat person is like totally damn selfish... a few others who came were also sick... But why they can come she cannot? 1reason:SELFISHNESS... tat person sld change b4 she lose all the frens...

When we go kbox in the past, we have around 10 pple? And we book 2 rooms... but it ends up as if 9 pple were in 1 rm and the other rm was occupied by tat person alone... and u noe why????? Cause that person freaking chose 1 whole list of songs that onli she noes how to sing!!!.... at least when pple choose songs, we choose onli 1 or 2 songs at a time or we choose songs where every1 noes and can sing... That person juz heck care others and just choose songs where onli she like and she noez... den ended up every1 jus isolated tat room and squeezed into the other room... she sld juz pay for tat rm herself.

Haiz... Its quite sad how our group turned out to be like wad it is now... Today was quite a sad day... Tinny bought prez for every1 and seldom gib pple belated ones... but today the other group gave a total heck care attitude tat makes us quite upset... Its like after eating, they din even help to pack and juz walked away... wth.. damn bad kz... tinny had to help clear the rubbish... And not onli tat... They din even buy any prez... Its not like they dunno... its like they noe but can’t be bothered to buy... and the thing is, the din buy, but they den even say sumthing like ‘ hey... we gib u ur prez next time... did they even say tat? NOPE... they jjuz happily ate the cake and juz fucking went away... is this how u treat frens???????

Whew... Feels like I suddenly got the stone lifted off me... Feels so much better than keeping everything inside... I din put any names in it hor... imagine urself...

Friday, February 02, 2007

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